No, of course. I understand completely. I don't mean to be difficult. Generally speaking is there anything you'd prescribe? Just some sort of talk-therapy? Figure out whatever the root of the impulses is and sort of figure out how to stamp them out?
[Because these are the sorts of things that need to be controlled.
John has a general academic idea for how this needs to go. God knows Ella had said something like that to him more than once. It's just the making himself do it, as he's discovered in his reticence to talk to even someone like Bucky.]
It's difficult to think of more constructive outlets for those feelings here in Norfinbury. You can't exactly head over to the gym or even necessarily get away from people when you need time to yourself. I'd thought of suggesting journaling, but I don't know if that's going to be enough.
[It's not enough. It helps him a little, but there are few satisfying answers in all this. His blogs back home had felt like a synthesis, a way to get his thoughts in order and lay out the problem with the answer. His summaries here are just... questions. More and more and more questions. It leaves him feeling frustrated that he doesn't have answers to help people.]
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Date: 2018-02-23 11:50 pm (UTC)From:[Because these are the sorts of things that need to be controlled.
John has a general academic idea for how this needs to go. God knows Ella had said something like that to him more than once. It's just the making himself do it, as he's discovered in his reticence to talk to even someone like Bucky.]
It's difficult to think of more constructive outlets for those feelings here in Norfinbury. You can't exactly head over to the gym or even necessarily get away from people when you need time to yourself. I'd thought of suggesting journaling, but I don't know if that's going to be enough.
[It's not enough. It helps him a little, but there are few satisfying answers in all this. His blogs back home had felt like a synthesis, a way to get his thoughts in order and lay out the problem with the answer. His summaries here are just... questions. More and more and more questions. It leaves him feeling frustrated that he doesn't have answers to help people.]